Stories, Letters, and Ideas of isdead: The Cynical Felix

Friday, May 9, 2008

Almost done!

Concept > Design Documentation > Development > Debug > Concept Changed > Damn it! > Development > 1st Meeting > Brief > Design Changed > What the… > UI Design > Delayed > Development > Debug > Design Changed (again) > Rebuild Concept Documentation > Development > Almost done!

This time, I learned about many things – such as drawing icons and buttons, but the most important lesson from this project was team working. It's really hard, even though there are only three men…

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

No time for design

Concept documentation for new function: About 2 hours

Concept design for new function with Excel: About 2 days


Do I have to practise a skill to UI designing? But the only thing I need is designer!

Monday, May 5, 2008

Bought some books

Fingerprints of the God

Beginner's Guide to the World Economy

Too Many Cooks

The Case of the Stuttering Bishop

Atlas Shrugged

Friday, May 2, 2008

What a Wonderful Day

  • Company Groupware has been opened.
  • Great Soju Party of Madness was finished. The result was…
  • New development project started.
  • Self-review time. Checked my old postings, and a lot spam was there.

What a wonderful start! This month will be the May of war. Anyway, I'll keep posting my stories.

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Flex-time dilemma

We have an agreement for our working hours. It is because of our situation, we are students, so we have to do with our studies.

Anyway, some of our employees have flexible schedule, so they can woke up late, and work overnight. This looks cool to somebody who works at formal company – but the thing is, it's not that convenient. We also have strict rules for our project due, and team meeting (except me,) and the other schedule, but we cannot control each other's time schedule.

It's good to be free, but we have to control for it. And it is even harder to being passive.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Learning from Emotion

To be honest, I'm using intensive motions and words for the conversation with my boss. We have very aggressive feedbacks for ourselves – that's because IT IS IMPORTANT. On the other hand, anyway, I really don't want to be burnout for the emotional dealings with my team mate. I have fate with them, and I know we are taking enough influence each other. That's why I'm talking easily and comfortably.

Today's dialogue was uncomforted with me. It was filled with full of anger, fury, and rage. Finally, I understood what I hypostatized is not important. I had to communicate and instruct with them; even they know my plans.

I have to work harder for not to make this kind of situation again. Not again.

Monday, April 28, 2008

Rewinding and Playing

Now I'm reading my old stories from my Korean blog. Sometimes, it seem as letters to me, and finally I can understand what I have tried to do, what I have done, and what I really need.

Some of it makes me sad, because of my misunderstanding guided me to bad results. But I know that becomes a great experience, for now. Yeah. My life continues.

Anyway, my regretful life reaches at the serious point. Can I change everything? Nobody will know.

History

Who's the Cynical Felix?

Gamer, Designer, Cartoonist, Reviewer, Blogger, Objectivist.